October 2011: Go Mow the Lawn
From the October 2011 Grapevine Magazine
Once she grabbed the tools, she became the person she was meant to be
"You’re in a muddle because you don’t know what to do about a problem? Go clean the bathroom, mow the lawn. Pray, and it will come to you."
My story starts with my favorite line heard throughout childhood: “But she has so much potential.” It was a constant theme, and I heard it everywhere: school, home, friends, clergy. I came from a good family and was given every opportunity. But I was always attracted to dark corners and sharp edges, rough people and breaking the rules.
I was a holy terror to my family. I dropped out of college at 18 to get married to a certifiably insane person who whisked me off to Africa to start a rogue nation of libertarians. It was right around that time that I began drinking in earnest. I...
-- Kitty B.