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A Cold January Night
The night that he tried to end his life would wind up being the night his life began again
It was a cold wet dreary January night in 1990. I was spiritually, emotionally, physically and financially bankrupt. I no longer could live with or without alcohol. Although my alcoholism had kept me from visiting my mother in the hospital, it didn't keep me from buying more alcohol. It ran every aspect of my life.
I sat in my childhood bedroom after coming off another five or six day bender. I contemplated every lost promotion, relationship and car accident that my alcoholism had caused, knowing there was no way out, knowing that my disease had won.
Why I Stayed
An AA talks about how she stayed married for over 30 years through the good and the bad
The World of the Living
Sobriety enabled her to be part of the ordinary world she used to watch through her windows while nursing a hangover
What's On Your Mind?
An AA wonders if getting a sponsor is a requirement to staying sober
Oldtimers and Slogans
Clyde B., sober since 1963, shares his experience, strength and hope in an interview with a fellow member in 2013