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In Search of that First Blue Chip
After floundering for years, he finally got it
I had begun to think that I would never get sober. I had floundered around for years without accumulating any meaningful sobriety.
I started attending AA meetings in 1985. I had just been released from the hospital after a bout with pancreatitis. On my follow-up visit to my doctor, he suggested, strongly, that I might want to go to AA. I was pretty badly mangled at the time, so I didn't put up much of a fight.
Although I had agreed to go to treatment, I couldn't shake the feeling that I was better than the other patients--that I was not a real alcoholic. Those feelings of...
Tapping Me on the Shoulder
His higher power helped him through some tricky drinking situations
A Clydesdale Sobriety
Remembering the lessons his sponsor taught him
A Design for Living
After her diagnosis, she turned to AA for help
A Pocket Full of Dimes
Things have changed over the years but sobriety is as good as ever