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A Pure Gift

For him, the changes in his life were the result of a relationship with a higher power

My drinking began as an experiment. I didn't know what alcohol would do to me. After a few drinks, I figured out what all the hollering was about. It made me feel good. I had a few drinks and I became more confident, my inhibitions fell from me and I felt happy. Over time I continued to experiment and I found that alcohol could be used for other things as well.

Sometimes when I felt pain, it worked as a pain reliever. I found at times of stress and worry, it would calm me down. When I faced indecision, a few drinks would fire my imagination and I could figure out a way to overcome... Login to read more
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