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Full of Possibilities

Able to live in the present moment, he saw that life was precious and abundant

After practicing the Third Step, I now know that when I was drinking, I was godless. I was playing god. Only god can experience all time—past, present and future. The realm of man is the here and now, this moment.

But under alcohol I spent my time as if I was eternal and had the luxury of spending a lifetime in self-pity.

I spent my time in the past worrying about things that I could not change and wallowing in self-pity. If not in the past, I spent it in a future that I feared.

Let god spend an eternity in self-pity if he wishes. He is immortal and has the time to... Login to read more
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