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The Right Here, Right Now

I had several relationships while drinking but none of them stuck. I was even engaged once and it fell apart because of drugs and alcohol. The invitations were printed and my wedding dress purchased.

I always wanted to be married, have children and have a normal life. I was always looking to be loved and yet could never find any balance of "I love him as much as he loves me."

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