From the December 2018 magazine.

Dear Grapevine

Tears & hot cocoa  

It was the morning of December 25, 1987. I was just four months sober and feeling all the emotions of a newly sober person. I was afraid, obsessed about not drinking, sad, grateful, happy and lost—all wrapped up in one confused head. 

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