February 2011: Who I was and who I am now
From the February 2011 Grapevine Magazine
A transgendered alcoholic’s search for self
"I joined the army to be the man everyone wanted me to be, and that didn’t work out."
I was born in 1946, in the small town of Homestead, outside Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, and was named Richard. Everyone knew me and my parents well, and it was here that I started my journey of three lives: the first as an alcoholic, not yet fully developed; the second as the male whom society accepted, if I behaved myself; and the third as the female inside me, whom many people to this day condemn. You see, I am a transgendered male to female.
In my childhood, my parents drank. My mother would have a drink now and then, and my father was an alcoholic, in my opinion. As an only child,...
-- Ricki P.