Heard At Meetings
Why don't people have faith in the free God given program of A.A as they think they need to sponsor people already here?
No faith I can only guess.
there are two very important chapters in the BB for the non believers like i used to be ( there is a solution)and (WE agnostics) in those chapters i found what i needed to find to get sober and find relief from this hopeless state of mind and body. i had to have a VITAL spiritual awaking and where to find the great reality deep down inside me and the fact that i didnt have to believe i just had to become willing to believe to make a start and that my higher power(GOD) would do the rest and slowly he has revealed himself in my heart and the obsession has been lifted that is all the evidence i need
TRUST IN GOD, GET READ OF THE OUTSIDE SPONSOR - then share your unsuspected tapped inter resources with another.
Completely I share your opinion. In it something is also to me it seems it is good idea. I agree with you.
Sure am glad I'm not anyone keeper got tired taking Gods job.
It's proper for ANYONE to help someone across the street - It is a sickness not to be able to let them go.
Loneliness can take you to some strange and sponsored places
There's just something so sweet that strikes me funny about this. After we read the step and people are sharing on it. Not that I'm arguing about that step or what they say. I'm fond of them all. It's good to hear someone feel love for the wisdom of the people who reach out to us from the past.
U want to talk about feelings? Go home and put on a barry manilow album
In my early days I heard members say, "
I always FELT different!
What makes sense to me is to say, "I always THOUGHT different so then I FELT different.
I changed my thinking by working the 12 steps, thank God.
I'm at meetings to reach the next suffering alcoholic. Being alone with a Barry Manilow album would probably get me drunk. Ditto Barbara Streisand, Frank Sinatra...
Hey everybody, just thought I would say hi there and also introduce myself.
I arrived at a step book meeting 20 minutes early recently and noticed an attractive unfarmiliar young lady sitting by herself. She looked like a newcomer. The 8 tables were arranged in a square and she was the only one on that side and was sitting in the middle of the side. She appeared noticibly anxious. There were 5 other ladies at the meeting and 12 men. I was sitting closest to her and could feel her uneasyness. Next to me were 2 ladies with about 25 years each. Another lady with 7 years, one with 6 months and one who was struggling. None of the "sober" women attempted to welcome her. They were busy texting and chating well into the meeting. After the reading the young lady shared she was new. I welcomed her to AA and appologized for the group not being as welcoming as other AA groups generally are. I suggested she sample other meetings. I have been coming to meetings since the 70's. In that time I have whittnised a sad trend. I believe we are loosing sight of our primary purpose, our insurance for immunity from alcohol. It also seems when someone points out the incivility of texting at meetings or snubing nercommers they are labled as BB thumpers, nazzis, AA cops or guru's. Attempting to call these matters to light in a kind and loving manner is an ardious task. I strugle with the question; am I a bleeding deacon or am I a concerened AA who just can't sit quietly with the other "oldtimers" and watch AA continue to morph into something other than what our founders had in mind?
God bless you and you are right, unfortunately I find the same thing in the mtgs I go to, where oldtimers don't get off their fannies and offer a word of welcome or a hug to someone new. I went to a new mtg the other day and the only one who came up to me was a man who (I found out later)has been around for many years, God bles him too, but none of the ladies said a word to me. They had no way of knowing whether it was my first mtg or my 1000th. I always try to welcome anyone that comes thru the doors, maybe if we pass the word we can keep up the tradition, otherwise we're all in trouble.
Random acts of kindness and spread the love. Makes me want to go to meetings and then again . . . maybe not.
Thank you for addressing this! When I was new, I was that woman sitting there alone and nervouse, while others chatted in their little cliques, and laughed and talked. If I hasn't been court ordered I wouldn't have returned. I found this at several meetings to be the same. And I never got sober for the longest time. I barely am now-three months, and it is still the same. Except I go up to the newcomer. I know how it feels and some of them don't have the benefit of being forced to attend. How many of us have been left behind, just because we are too busy socializing and catching up? So maybe it was good that I went through it. I cannot let another newcomer go through the same. I hope others see this and start to hold out their hand to the newcomer. It's a lonely, scary, place to be. And I am new enough to remember that, and hope I never am 'old' enough to forget.
I don't know if you are a bleeding deacon OR a concerned AA! I was shocked in reading your post - not so much by the behavior of the women at the meeting, as by yours. Judging only by what you shared here - the women were ignoring her and you were 20 minutes early and sitting closest to her - I can't understand why YOU did nothing, except to complain and apologize for the other people's behavior.
In the same situation, I would have sat next to the new young woman and introduced myself. "Hi, I'm Ian. Is this your first meeting, or are you new in the area?" This is a proper and appropriate approach to seeing a new face, of any gender. It usually precipitates a nice or painful little chat, after which you might suggest that she hang around after the meeting and you can introduce her to some of the women, who might be able to help her. How could you sit next to her for 20 minutes and say nothing?
Yes, the women were at fault - selfish and self seeking - but weren't you, too?
I think the original poster was a male who didn't want to seem like he was moving in on the new, vulnerable female. I can relate to that.
You're exactly right, though, about the way he could have best handled that situation. This is my first day on this site & I've learned from these posts.
as it says in the foreword of the BB, few realize how sick the alcoholic is. i sometimes forget that people, in the room, can be in drastically stages of spiritual health. when i see someone behaving like an unsocialized german shepherd, i try to deflect whatever is going on with humor and do what i believe god and the oldtimers would have me do (as you did).
i suspect the face of AA has changed but it's a sign of success - we're getting a lot more people in who are "low bottom" drunks... they don't have the same desperation that someone does who went through detox in a bathtub of ice in someone's house becuase the hospital wouldn't take them.
when the low bottom drunks come in they are, like i was, actively hunting for anything external that releases some of the internal pain they're feeling as they come out of defrost. i think the accessibility of shiney things on smart phones is an easy out for people... like little emotional micro-drunks.
that said, it drives me insane - i think it's really disrespectful and selfish. sometimes i mention it to the person, sometimes i don't... i try to do it in a way that doesn't make me feel like a selfish dick. the group and the universe will take care of it, one way or another.
I've heard it said and I believe it to be true, "AA is like an all-purpose wrench, it adjusts to fit every nut that walks in the doors.
I can't say that I'm perfect at welcoming newcomers 100% of the time. Step 6 asks me to ask God for the willingness to let go of my self-centeredness (which I label as "objectionable"), and I usually remember to ask God for help; but as I already pointed out, I am not perfect yet. I still have character defects that get in the way of my usefulness to my Creator and my fellows.
At times when I'm more spiritually fit I do what my sponsor suggests (she has 35 years of sobriety and I only have 15 yrs, so I listen) and that is to "be the change that I want to see in others".
One of the other things my sponsor points out as the way to be most effective at being the change I want to see, is by following the instructions on page 18&19 of the Big Book:
"But the ex-problem drinker who has found this solution, who is properly armed with facts about himself, can generally win the entire confidence of another alcoholic in a few hours (sometimes within the time frame of a meeting)...That the man making the approach has had the same difficulty, that he obviously knows what he is talking about, that his whole deportment shouts at the new prospect that he is a man with a real answer, that he has no attitude of Holier Than Thou, nothing whatever except the sincere desire to be helpful; that there are no...people to please, no axes to grind, no lectures to be endured--these are the conditions we have found most effective."
If I had been "welcomed", I'm not sure I would have stayed. I came five minutes late and left 5 minutes early (so I didn't have to talk to anyone). My sponsor came with me to one of my regular meetings to make sure I took a 6 month chip! Up to that point I had not raised my hand as a newcomer, I did not take a 30 day chip nor any of the others. I got to know other AA women and had 3 close AA buddies and they did all my talking at meetings for me! It was great!
I must say though that taking that 6 month chip and sharing briefly (I thanked God, I thanked my sponsor and I thanked AA) was the beginning of my emotional sobriety.
I believe we get what we need in the rooms of AA, maybe not what we want and I trust that my HP can and is holding the newcomer in the palm of His hand, just like I was held, though I didn't know it at the time. I do my best to be sensitive to the needs of others and I find that many times my HP uses me in spite of myself and my shortcomings; so as warped as I am, I still try to be the change I want to see in others.
I go to a large meeting on the west side of Los Angeles and part of our format is to ask newcomers to raise their hands. This is not to embarrass you but so that we may get to know you and give you our phone numbers. At the coffee break I make it a point to introduce myself to these newcomers. I was able to get one enthusiastic sponsee that way and we are going through the book together one on one. So by being welcoming to the newcomer, I am helping myself more than I am helping the newcomer. If I don't freely give away what was given to me I will surely go out again.
This was one of the reasons I DIDN'T STAY in the rooms of AA! I was scared to death when I went to my 1st meeting. I wanted to be sober. Detoxed at a local Rehab. Got into IOP as suggested. Went to 3 meetings a week as suggested. got a Home Group, 2 as a matter of fact. The WOMAN'S meeting was where I thought I get the most support, WRONG! I faithly arrived at 6:00pm for a 7:00pm meeting. I helped the Sec. set-up and did WHATEVER needed to be done. I could not talk much, I hoped that since I was the newbe, she would strick up a conversation at some point, NOPE! I was TOO AFRAID to say I was afraid. I didn't dare share with my sponsor my FEAR. Here I am, look like a woman, dress like a woman, act like a woman. REALLY what I was, was a LITTLE GIRL in a woman's body. Arrival at EVERY meeting, the DOORS were HUGH and frightening, then having to walk up to them and open them (not knowing what and who was on the other side), ABSOLUTELY TERRIFIED! Having to go up to a STRANGER and introduce myself - OMG! Rarely, if at all did anyone approach me. I went there KNOWING I wa different and the LACK OF ACTION, by the longtimes proved to me that I was different and didn't belong there. But I kept going, staying fearful the entire time and never sharing with anyone MY FEAR! Not IOP, not sponsor or even my therapist. I was (I felt) expected to be a BIG GIRL. This lasted all of 15 mos. then I was GONE. Went to a discussion meeting on a Friday night and of the the same question was asked, "does anyone have a sobriety threatening issue", I was too afraid to speak up. It was then I realized that,(my opinion) I WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH. When the meeting was over, I went directly to the store and bought my beer. Then became a bigger nightmare. In and out of the rooms for the next 3 years. God BLESSED me with a window of opportunity (woke up one morning and no cravings, no withdrawls, so no need to drink! I, went back for the forth time with very little fear. Was I BLESSED? Absolutely! Am I HUMBLE? Absolutely! GREATFUL, indeed. After 2 and 1/2 years, an AWESOME CONSCIENCE WITH MY HIGHER POWER, a WONDERFUL SPONSOR as well as my THERAPIST and a TOTAL BLIEF that GOD & JESUS BLESSED me with sobriety (1 day at a time). Do I go out of my way to WELCOME THE NEWCOMER - ALWAYS, at any meeting I go to, even if it's my 1st time there. NEWCOMERS, PLEASE "Keep Coming Back", find your higher power, now that you are POWERLESS over any mind altering substance. Trust me, when you once find your HIGHER POWER, you will NEVER BE ALONE & YOU WILL ALWAYS BE LOVED! Bless You.......
As I started reading your chat, I thought you were speaking about me (yes, my ego is still that strong!). It happened and still happens that I am that women, not feeling welcome, but I feel AA is so rich, sometimes I tell myself: oh well, «there is always litterature» and I hope for the best. Fortunatly for me I had wonderfull sponsors (one men and one women) and a group that help me «stick» to the program on my first days.
This phrase heard at a meeting helped me through rough «cold AA rooms» time:
-The real grace is not to arrive at AA it is to stay in AA.
I feel it is always up to me to introduce myself. No not like in freakishly weird demnted way; But in as genuinly and kind a way as possible. I am not the friendliest person normally. My social skills lack sorely most of the time and after a polite hello I am Monica; I am ready to move on. I attempt to introduce folks around the rooms to the other folks and pull the other long timers off of the texting and reading and what have you. I am surely no champion at it but I try . I keep in mind that the groups I attend are no hotbed of mental health and that we all forget that getting out of ourselves is the very thing that saves us.
I was recently reminded of something my sponsor said to me when I first got sober in Massachusetts. He apparently saw me talking to someone who, well, really wasn't serious about sobriety—or perhaps had other things on their mind... if you catch my drift.
So at the first opportunity, he pulled me aside and said, "You know, sometimes I might walk up to you and say, 'Oh, I see you've met so-and-so. They're one of those Summer People!' That," he continued, "will be your clue to end the conversation nicely, and stay away from them, because Summer Sicker Than Others!"
LOL. My sponsees still get the same advice, although I don't have to use it very often.
Funny what we can learn from Summer People!
One summer I was vacationing in Massachussets. We went to a local meeting populated by about 3 other people. I made some sort of comment about how small the meeting was. The reply came that they were glad that we were there, because it was just the three of them for most of the year, and they could get bored of hearing each others' stories repeatedly. My point is the responsibility declaration.
How lucky i am to live in Southern California where there are so many meetings and so many events in AA
We welcome all,I was welcomed way before I was serious,thank God & not you or your misguided sponsor.
If I don't take A drink.......
I won't get drunk.
If I don't get drunk,
Things WILL get better.....
I've had too many bad things happen during sobriety to think it's this simple. Drinking or not drinking, life happens. Not taking a drink doesn't necessarily make everything better, but I know taking that drink WILL make things worse.
"If I don't get drunk,
Things WILL get better....."
Really? I suppose the one who said that never heard of a dry drunk.
While in the Navy I was told many times, 'S., if you'd quit drinking you'd be a h... of a good guy."
Whenever the ship left port I quit drinking, but never became a good guy.
I hear this enthusiastic and uplifting comment most often at discussion meetings, where folks say what is on their minds -- and feel comfortable and safe sharing real feelings and happenings in their lives, honestly. When folks are "being real" together, feeling the support of fellowship, and are linked by a common desire to get sober, stay sober, and help others--What could be better? When someone shares honestly, others share honestly. How was your day today? How do the 12 Steps and how does the AA Big Book (and maybe: How does your personal contact with a higher power)in particular help you on this path to be the best person you can be, and lead you to take good action? Answering even a part of this -- with hopes of extending a helping hand to another human being -- THAT is truly awesome. I am grateful.
I love to go to the kind of meeting you describe. It's awesome! :)
Where ever your feet are thats where the rest of you is as well. Next time you are at a meeting look down at your feet. It will be nice to see that they are right where they belong!
The only problem with drinking is that drinking causes problems!
Prey! The lord may not give you what you want. But he will always give what you need. Wheather you like it or not.
The problem with instant gratification is that it takes so God Damned Long!
Whatch that first step....Its a doosey!
Funny how people who say they don't believe in God always have to explain to you why.
My Sponsor go look around the GOD, it say Group Of Drunk finally I found GOD in AA that where I belong. Olav
New God in A.A. the outside sponorship system
I dont believe in god and I dont feel the need to explain why I dont
That is the amazing part of AA, you don't have to explain. I do believe in God and don't have to explain why. It's a beautiful thing.
As a believer, I must say that you do not have to believe in anything. The freedom we enjoy in A. A. has allowed many of us to be led to a god of some kind, but never forced. M.
God lives inside the souls of people who are unaware of his presence.
He also lives inside the souls of people that ARE AWARE of his presence.
God lives in the people who acknowledge his presence by following his shown path...
Only if the outside sponsorship system does not try to claim his miracle of a free gift- Only but for the grace of God I would be a sponsor to somebody ALREADY HERE !!! Take a closer look
What is this "outside sponsorship system"? What does this mean?
What is this "outside sponsorship system"? What does this mean?
Think before you take that first drink
Think where it can take you, AND
Thank God you didn't
To you who doesn't believe in God, from personal experience I know God is and will and can cange people from the inside. My own spiritual experience proved to me without a doubt that God exists.There will come a time in your life when self fails so badly you will seek a power greater than yourself and I don't mean drugs or drink. Just stay sober and work the steps to the best of your ability and keep an open mind that there just may be a God who cares for you.
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The 12 steps are not mandatory. You can stay sick, silly, shitty and stupid as long as you want. There is only one fine line between myself and God. That is my ego. I taught it everything it tells me.
Take your hands off the wheel, foot off the accelerator and let God drive, You will arrive where you began, safe and protected wherever you go.
Egotistical maniacs with inferiority complexes cannot let go and let God or even come close to abandoning themselves to him that's why they cling to mommy or daddy's that many labeled THEIR SPONSOR. Take a closer look
How many alcoholics have you killed with this statement. In early AA, you had to WORK THE STEPS, THE PROGRAM. If you did not want to do the program, you were asked to leave. They said, "We can't help you."
AA has gone from a program of saving lives to a program of not drinking, and it's statements like "The 12 Steps are not mandatory . . . " that are killing alcoholics.
The program is NOT don't drink & go to meetings. There is "a" solution, and it's in the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous.
I have not in my time of being at meetings have said "we can't help you or asked anyone to leave. I was told if I didn't get a sponsor and work the steps to the best of my ability, that I may as well go out to finish the job. These words got me a sponsor and working the steps. Nobody kills alcoholics, as far as I'm concerned. Some people do not have the capacity to be honest they hold on to their deepest darkest secrets.