(4) Read the other side of the coin
MY Dear John:
I am happy to hear that you are "sticking with the program, so far. . . ." Don't feel badly about banging your fist on the table and griping loudly at your group. The fact that you now feel sheepish about it is a sign of growth. Many of us have been through the same mill.
As an agnostic you express great concern over the fact that the existence of God, First Cause, a Power greater than ourselves (take your pick) can neither be proved nor disproved. John, did you ever stop to think that if you could prove conclusively, by human means, the existence of God...
-- M. S.