April 1964
12 Stops to Sobriety
A prefabricated pattern for perpetuating a perfect purgatory, permanently
- I admit that I am powerless over--nothing. I am capable, clever and conniving; everybody else is a poor, misguided, stupid fool. My house is in order, and my future looks rosy.
- I believe that a power greater than myself just hasn't been born yet, and there is little likelihood that I will ever change this view.
- As to making a decision to turn life and will over to the care of God, it's those other people who ought to.
- Yes, I took a fearless and searching inventory--of friends, neighbors and other hypocrites. I came to the conclusion that a smart man has neither friends nor neighbors.
- How could I admit to God, myself and another human being, the exact nature of my faults? I never could do that. Besides, I have none.
- Willing to have God remove my defects of character? What defects?
- Humbly ask Him to remove my shortcomings? What about yours? Clean up your own house first, I always say, and you won't have time to worry about anybody else's.
- Make a list of all persons I have offended, and offer to make amends to them? Come off it, Jack, this is 1964: rugged individualism, dog eat dog, swindle your buddy before he gets a chance at you. You want them to think I've gone soft?
- Make amends without hurting anyone else? Never. If I get into a spot, I lie my way out--with pleasure.
- I do take a daily inventory, and things always add up the same: those stupid fools never change.
- I do lie awake at night and ask God to let some of the smarter idiots--especially those who are pretty well-heeled, or have connections--in on the fact that I'm a shrewd apple who's on his way up--up--up, if you get what I mean.
- There's something missing in my life--probably something minor, trivial. I can't put my finger on it yet, but when I do, Boy, look out!
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