Mail Call for A.A.s at Home and Abroad

SEPTEMBER 6 was a red-letter day for me. I'd had a week of gloom. Monday night I went to an A.A. meeting to escape myself. Knowing I would be unable to sleep, I stayed late talking to an A.A. That conversation gave me new insight into the 3rd Step. My "agony of indecision" is no longer that. I told him of my inner conflict. "Why," I asked, "is it being so very hard for me to turn my will and life over to the care of God as I understand Him? How can I reach a point where I'll be willing to let go of these reservations, these special things. Why am I so afraid to let go?"