Carrying the Message

My name is Jose; I am twenty-five years old. I have been in contact with alcohol since my childhood, and have always drunk a lot. When I was eighteen, my parents took me to a place in San Sebastián for the doctors to see me; I still don't know what they told my parents, I only know that after I left there it became very bad for me. If before I drank a lot, I won't even mention what happened afterward.