Carrying the Message

I have been in AA only two and a half years, a day at a time, so being in Thailand is quite a deal to me. At first I was afraid that I wasn't ready for the separation from my U.S. meetings and my home group, but I have found that, by getting on my knees every morning and night, I have taken the big step. I have also found through my readings that I am still afraid of losing what I have. Sometimes I think other people have more faith in me than I do.