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February 1974

Long Crawl to the First Step

Surrender is terribly difficult but reaching that point is even harder

AT DOZENS of AA meetings, I've heard members say the First Step was the hardest. For them, perhaps it was; but I wonder whether they've considered that the long crawl to that First Step might have been even rougher. It was for me.


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