Nurse's White Shoes

I WAS ALWAYS a "nice" guy in my drunkenness. I mean--who could dislike a big, easygoing guy? I would do endless things for people to make them like me. In turn, I would impose myself on all sorts of people and manipulate them into doing things for me. I was always so exhausted from doing things for other people in bars that I had to exploit my family to do things for me that I could not do for myself. Little things like cook, clean, wash clothes, and pay bills.