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Drinking reinforced my fantasies. What was really happening seemed unimportant in relation to what I wanted to happen. Without alcohol, I have still experienced that "Is this all there is?" syndrome. Happiness sometimes seems just out of reach, around the bend, and I am left searching for something better.

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