Sunlight of the Spirit

I don't know when or how, but one day I discovered that I reacted, thought, felt, lived, and drank differently than everybody else I knew. I was searching for something I couldn't understand, and I was falling deeper and deeper into the pit of eternal darkness. Each time I drank I gave in to the bottle as it hypnotized me with its inviting gaze. Each time, I became a warrior on a great quest that only led me to a pathway of fear, anger, and resentment.