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June 1998

Absolute Alteration

In a moment the desire to drink was lifted

Having come to the end of a very long trail of self-destruction, desolation, and self-contempt, I made arrangements to acquire a 45 caliber hand revolver. As an alcoholic, I'd arrived at that place where the knowledge of living was far worse than any fear of dying.

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