Lost and Found

I thought of myself as a good mother. Didn't I stop drinking while I was pregnant with my twin daughters? I didn't even take any drugs when I gave birth. I didn't have a program, I was dry as a bone, and my feelings bubbled up into rage and tears, but I wasn't drinking, was I? Of course, I started drinking again as soon as I decently could. Wasn't beer supposed to be good for your milk supply?