June 2011

The Moon in Gemini

She came to one night lying face down on the ground and knew that something had to change

I came to lying naked on the frigid ground under a clear November moon. The points of grass felt like needles in my skin. As I turned over onto my back, I thought to myself, "So this is what it feels like to be dead," I whispered through my tears, "I give up! I let go, I surrender! I beg for help. I plead for guidance. I give up control. I am willing."

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