Letter from Chiang Mai

I admitted that I had a drinking problem long before I got sober. But I never accepted it and so, I stayed lost for years before finally being Twelve-Stepped. From the outside, my life looked great, so I thought. I had a great paying job, a boat, a house and money in the bank. On the inside, I was depressed, lonely, suicidal and it looked like it was only going to get worse, I was terminally unique.