Follow the Donuts

I started drinking when I was 14. I enjoyed the feeling it gave me and found in the bottle the acceptance I wanted so badly. Alcohol helped me keep all my deeply ingrained negative thoughts buried. My life was bearable when I drank. I had found a way to cope. Sure, I did the basic things like going to school, but I stopped playing sports. I stopped doing all the things a normal 14-year-old would do and started gangbanging. I excelled at it.