100 days to go

I’ve been in prison for four years, four months and 17 days, with exactly 100 days to go. I showed up here just barely sober after only 47 days in county. I was fresh off the streets with a violent, explosive attitude. I hated the world and everyone in it, including myself. I resented my father, mother and anyone else I could blame to justify my horrific alcoholic behavior. I was a victim and no one could convince me otherwise. I couldn’t trust anyone either.