A Better Fit
My first interaction with a Higher Power was terse. I had reached the end of my rope, having attempted sobriety for a period of about 19 months. I had relapsed and suffered through 10 months of incomprehensible demoralization. I was genuinely suicidal. So I told my Higher Power that he must give me a way to live on his planet. I could not be expected to figure this out on my own.