November 2021 | Prayer and Meditation | On the Cover


I still experience doubts and have not made that quantum leap to faith. Some nuts are tougher to crack than others.

The AA program only suggests that newcomers attempt to begin to conceive of a power greater than themselves, in their own individual terms. After that, an oldtimer might suggest to a skeptical newcomer—along with not picking up the first drink—faking prayer and keeping an open mind.


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