The hole in my soul
February 2023 | Making Amends | Step Two

The hole in my soul

For years she searched for something bigger and still felt empty, until AA turned on a light

I was raised a Baptist and my mother was very religious.  She made donations to the church and televangelists frequently.  I remember one winter when she donated our heating-oil money. Our apartment was freezing that Connecticut winter. That started my resentment against religion.


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