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Within AA he found true change from the inside out

When I was drinking and using, I had a lot of unrealistic expectations. It was more than just chemical intoxication. The real problem was me. I expected to be able to live my life in any way, shape or form that I wanted to and never have to suffer any negative consequences.


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