Light As A Feather

I tried to kill myself when I was 24 years old. I lived alone and was skating by on my rent payments because my landlord was permitting it. All I knew how to do was drink alcohol. I'd wake up, take a car service to a liquor store to buy my necessary beverages, and get another car to take back home so I could carry out my "pitiful and incomprehensible demoralization," as the Big Book says.