Heard At Meetings
When I am feeling depressed, I repeat to myself statements such as these: "Pain is the touchstone of progress."..."This too shall pass"..."Fear no evil"..."This experience can be turned to benefit".
These fragments of prayer bring far more than mere comfort. They keep me on the track of right acceptance; they break up my compulsive themes of guilt, depression, rebellion and pride; and sometimes they endow me with the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
As Bill Sees It. Page 148.
Our group shared on this at a recent AA meeting.
You cannot build a reputation on WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO DO!
Intellectual knowledge can be converted into Wisdom by action!
Early in me sobriety I was complaining to my sponsor about always misplacing my keys. He suggested that each night before going to bed I should put them under my bed, that way I'd know where they were in the morning and that while I was down there I was in the correct position to thank my Higher Power for the beginning and the end of another sober day. It still works 2 years later. Dennis D.
The function of prayer is not to influence God, but rather to change the nature of the one who prays. Prayer does not change God, but it changes him who prays.
AA has taught me CONSISTENCY!
Avoid these 2 pests. HURRY and INDECISION!
Try doing someone a good turn and tell nobody else about it!!!
You see, of course, I am extrovert! I am always thinking through my mouth!
I'm an introvert, before anything comes out of my mouth it makes three laps around inside of my head. Reviewed by a committee of three ( me, myself and I) then revised to sound profound or thoughtful or politically correct. By the time I'm ready to speak the time of relevancy has passed and I set there muted by my own insecurity Dennis D.
I heard at a meeting one time the difference between a teatotaller, a hard drinker, and an alcoholic is like this:
If a fly lands in the drink of a teatotaler, they simply set the drink aside.
If a fly lands in the drink of a hard drinker, they simply remove the fly and continue to drink that drink.
If a fly lands in the drink of an alcoholic, he removes the fly and shouts spit it out,spit it out! so the fly doesnt get some of his alcohol.
Love this one.
Enjoyed that one, will use it so thanks!
This was hilarious
AA is one alcoholic helping another alcoholic not drink one day at a time. If this means that when asked to share I say something like, "I heard what you said about being 3 days sober and way to go, it's not easy. You may want to carry some candy around in case you get a craving. Alcohol turns to sugar, water and carbon dioxide in the human body and the sugar in the candy can quinch a craving...as long as your not diabetic."
Just a suggestion directed at someone directly in a meeting is not crosstalk...it's AA.
A suggestion directed at someone directly at a meeting is
one EXAMPLE of crosstalk. Advice giving in the meeting is
discouraged. Any comment about another member's sharing
is crosstalk, as I understand and believe. I believe we
ought to share our OWN story, our own experience, strength
and hope, without any advice giving. Our sharing ought to
be directed toward the group or the chairperson. I don't
believe we ought to tell anyone at an A.A. meeting what
to do, even in the form of a "suggestion". We ought to
share what we do, rather than telling anyone what to do.
I think what you are talking about is group therapy. A.A. is much more than that. ANONYMOUS
Amen, Amen, Amen. You took the words right out of my mouth.
I also don't believe sharing suggestions is cross talk. Yes we are here to share our experiance, but we are also here to share our strength and hope. Sometimes our suggestions are a part of that. Its only the opinions and personalities that get in the way.
I understand what you're saying about advice in meetings. I would argue that this is something that's been going on in meetings for decades- and as such, has become as much AA tradition as "90 meetings in 90 days" has.
However, here in my area most meetings are either Big Book discussion meetings or topic discussion meetings. If I can't talk about what someone else just talked about, I couldn't participate in almost any of the meetings here.
Also, if I am touched or helped by another member's share, I cannot see it as a bad thing to let them know it- even during the meeting. There is (almost) nothing as saddening to me as the fact that our meetings have become so impersonal that no one knows anyone's last name, or can ask questions, or- HP forbid!- show up DRUNK to an ALCOHOLICS Anonymous meeting.
We are so afraid of harming the newcomer or the hurting person or whomever, that we forget that their HP brought them to that meeting, on that day and time, during that discussion, for a reason. Assuming I know what will help or harm another is assuming I know better than God/HP. This, for me at least, is dangerous ground.
Uh oh. 90 meetings in 90 days is not A.A.
That comes from treatment centers, and while it
is a good idea to make a habit of going to meetings,
I'm pretty sure you will not find that in any official
A.A. literature and certainly not the big book.
I suggest my sponsee's they go to a meeting a day for 90 days, not 90 meetings in 90 days. Why? Because when I came along I went to 4 meetings a day 5 days a week but skipped weekends. That created a habit that took years to break. I eventually incorporated meetings on the weekend but it took a while.
When I came into AA, 1/1/77, I was told to go to 90 in 90.
Thank you and well said, ZB. I feel much the same way. Meetings, for me, are not about being ploitically correct, not stepping on someones toes, and not about keeping from what may have helped me. The meetings are for the NEWCOMER. WE are there to help them trudge the road to happy destiny. Step 12....just saying.
We are alcoholics anonymous. In A.A. we can avoid using
last names and ought to do so. First names are optional in
a true A.A. meeting. Who I am is just not that important.
Doesn't anonymous mean without name? We need to assure that
anyone who wishes to, can join us anonymously.
Anyone can ask questions before or after the meeting,
just not during the meeting. A meeting is not a question and answer session. ANONYMOUS
I always introduce myself with first and last name in closed meetings and especially when at out of town meetings. That makes it easier and simpler for anybody to reach out to me for assistance. It is something I started after reading Dr Bob and the Good Oldtimers and studying the 11th tradition. I don't have to advertise when I sweep & mop or shovel the sidewalk at the clubhouse (unless trying to get somebody involved in service work). There are a lot of Steve's in this city of 30K and hiding from others only keeps me isolated and alone.
From page 264 of the book Dr. Bob and the Good Old Timers:
there are two ways to break the Anonymity Tradition: (1) by giving your name at the public level of press or radio; (2) by being so anonymous that you can't be reached by other drunks.
It's worth reading this book to get some perspective.
This is how I like to see AA lived.
Is alcohol an addictive drug? Yes it is. End of story
As NA clarifies, alcohol is a drug, period. I find this debate alternately hilarious and upsetting depending on where my head is on a given day. In my mind, there is no debate, and it bothers me hearing people say they can't relate to a drug addict or the other way around. I call BS on that. The phenomenon of craving is universal. Sensing for that sense of ease and comfort is universal. If someone's recovery or head-space is damaged by someone talking about drugs at an AA meeting I would draw their attention to this to page 90 (Step 10) of the Twelve and Twelve which reads: "It is a spiritual axiom that every time we are disturbed, no matter what the cause, there is something wrong with us."
Bill Wilson drank both gin and sedative. Many of the stories in the big book reference drugs. For me, they just went naturally together. I started with alcohol, but once that door was open I did whatever I could get my hands on.
It just boggles my mind that the fellowship questions this at all. If "We are like the passengers of a great liner the moment after rescue from shipwreck when camaraderie, joyousness and democracy pervade the vessel from steerage to Captain's table." why are we trying to push some people back into the water to drown?
I was one of six two days ago at an AA mtg. two of the six were meth addicts, one was also an alcoholic also addicted to meth.
I have attended 2-4 aa mtgs week since 1991. at that small mtg, when the meth addicts talked about meth, i could not relate. they talked about experiences i have never had. thank God that ws not my first mtg.
That story has been told for much too long. It is
fiction. Drug addicts should never have been accepted as
members of Alcoholics Anonymous. But who is to blame? We
are. Anyone at an A.A. meeting who states that they are
an adddict ought to be informed that Alcoholics Anonymous
is for drinkers only. "Dual addicted" ought to honor the
fellowship that they attending, whether A.A., N.A., S.A.,
G.A., or O.A. But because we do not want to hurt anyone's
feelings, no one says anything. Our own kindness has harmed
us, and has harmed those we have tried not to hurt. Both
fellowships have lost much of their effectiveness. The
necessary identification is just not there. If we start
now to separate the alcoholic from the drug addict (meetings), both fellowships will eventually regain their effectiveness. We have been called cousins of sort. I
don't believe cousins ought ever be married, as someone
else wrote. ANONYMOUS
Well said! In a simpler form I heard an old timer say, "If I need brain surgery, I'm not going to go to a an orthopedic surgeon." That said it all for me.
Well stated...couldn't agree with you more...
Alcohol is a drug, just like pot, cocaine, heroin, etc.
An addict is an addict, no matter what his drug of choice. I think this kind of self centered thinking says alot of the person making the statement!
Imagine taking an Alcoholic to his first AA meeting, and you arrive five minutes after the meeting begins.
2 members of Al-Anon are at the top table. There are 3 members of CA. I member of GA and 4 members of NA 1mmber of OA. sitting around the same table!
They are all addicts! Maybe some AA's think they should be at AA meetings. I do not.
Think of the new member in the example I quoted above. My question to all reading this piece is very simple.
What identification will he get in such an assortment of addicts?
You asked, "What identification will he get in such an assortment of addicts?". Well if he/she were at my home group he/she would quickly here that alcohol, drugs, sex, etc. etc. are only symptoms of our disease and in our group we treat the disease and not the sypmtom. I personally tell them if they want symptoms treated they should see a physician or other professional help, they treat symptoms; A.A. treats disease. :)
The symptoms of Alcoholism for me are powerlessness over alcohol and my life becoming unmanageable.You say, "If they want symptoms treated they should see a physician or other professional help" and you also say "AA treats the disease"
My question is, "AA treats the Disease OF WHAT?"
Hello, I'm new to this site. I'm super excited this is available to me! I just wanted to comment really quick! I'm pretty new to AA but this is what I have concluded, for myself. I, myself, am cross-addicted. When I'm in an AA mtg, I introduce myself as an alcoholic. When in an NA mtg, I'm an addict. For me, I'm not identifying with the alcohol or with the drug. I'm identifying with the turmoil that it causes on the inside of the said person. The emotional and mental aspects of the disease. We have each taken our own journey with the alcohol/drug. We have each had different expierences and consequences from using alcohol/drugs. I've identified with some and with others, I have not. But when it comes to the emotional and mental aspects, I've always identified, in some way shape or form. And that's what it's about for me. It's about taking away something from someone who has been on the sobriety journey, that will help me to get through to the other side of things. Because. obviously, what I am doing hasn't been working for me. This is my opinion and it's what works, FOR ME!!!
I'm just curious as to hwo that addict sitting in the AA meeting has affected your recovery.
When he speaks, he cant share his experience with alcoholism. When it comes time to practice step 12, he will not be able to talk to another alcoholic about alcoholism from his personal experience.
When I talk to him, I am guessing about what he feels about alcoholism. When I talk about alcoholism, he is guessing about me.
When I talk to an alcoholic, I know from personal experience what he is going through. There is no guessing.
That, in my opinion is why AA has a singleness of purpose. We want to stick to one thing and do one thing well.
ITs not how much one drinks, it is about what happens when he does drink....
Its not about what drugs one takes, it is about what happens when he does drugs....
An alcoholic cannot understand what it is like to be strung out on speed and up for days at a time....he/she cannot relate. A drug addict may not understand what it is like to drink, throw up and do it again and again -- or what it is like to black out and come to and not know what has happened.
We need a singleness of purpose in order to truly understand the incomprehensible demoralization one feels when they are under the influence.
I had a sponsor who did not understand my drug addict behaviors --- she was a drinker. I am so glad that I had alcoholic behaviors as well that she could relate to. I talked to my addict friends about the drugs in my story...
Drugs and alcohol are all seats on the Titanic...the destination is the same -- but the paths to get there are different....
that is my experience.
Very well said. Sadly I have met those of both schools of thought in AA....those who feel addiction is addiction is addiction and those alcoholics who cannot relate to an opiate addict because they feel one form of addiction is different from another....you say it well that it is about what happens, the processes that drive us and how the addiction affects us and our lives that make us all more similar than different. I am an alcoholic/addict and have used both drugs and alcohol....for anyone to say there is a difference has lost sight of "openmindedness" and misses the point. I used both drugs and alcohol and for the same reasons and though the specific effects may vary the mindset and purposes were the same. Drugs? Alcohol? A rose by any other name my friends. The most important thing about AA, NA, etc as far as a newcomer is concerned is teaching through behavior and action that we welcome them all and they are not alone by pointing out all our similarities and not differences. Unity is based on commonalities and finding ways to communicate on "common" ground and not alienation by focusing on why anyone doesn't belong. Those in these forums who continually focus on sepratism, I feel, have missed or forgotten the basic purpose of any support group....I have also seen my share of newcomers walk out never to return because one of these "I can't relate so no one can relate" types lacked the self control to keep their destructive, seperatist attitudes to themselves. Science as well as common sense teaches that addiction is addiction whether alcohol, drugs, gambling, sex or food...they are mechanisms used to make us feel better about ourselves or feel nothing and although narcotics are responsible for most of the wreckage in my life AA has offered far more help and understanding and outlets for service in my recovery than NA...and I am thankful I didn't run into one of those "If you're not alcoholic, don't come to MY meeting because I can't relate" types that do a diservice to all.
A Dr. is a Dr. Would you go to a chiropractor for brain surgery?
A controled substance is controled for a reason. society says it is too addictive or dangerous for the general public to be left to their own choice in the matter.
Alcohol on the other hand is legal in most places once you are of legal drinking age. society says it is safe enough for an individual to choose for themselves.
If you are a meth addict or cocaine addict, everyone is aware of the potential for addiction. If you become an addict, society says "too bad for you, you got hooked on that rotten stuff".
If you drink enough alcohol to damage your mind and body enough so you think about drinking until you drink, once you start you cant stop, and after periods of sobriety your mind tells you it will be different this time and you drink again. Society says " what a week person, I can take it or leave it alone, why can't he".
Alcoholics and drug addicts are cousins. Alcoholics belong in AA, addicts belong in NA or one of the other 200 twelve step programs out there.
If you are not an alcoholic, how can you relate your alcoholism to a newcomer at an AA meeting? You cant. You can try but only hurt the meeting, yourself, and the newcomer by sharing experience you don't have!
If you are an alcoholic who used drugs, which many of us are, including Bill W (bb pg 7) and Dr Bob (bb pg 176)you can relate your reaction to alcohol and identify with the newcomer.
The last part of step 12 in aa says to "carry this message to alcoholics, and practice these principals in all our affairs"
I had a delightful conversation with Dr. Paul O. one afternoon about the "drug is a drug is a drug" . . . . he said that when people talk to him about it, his response was, "Yes. A drug is a drug is a drug," then, just as they think he is going to agree with their perspective, he added, "and a fruit is a fruit is a fruit. But an apple is NOT a banana."
Interesting topic! Reply to "drug is drug" seems to the point. I've heard people share in aa about their life on drugs and could not understand or relate. All of us need to be able to identfy with each other.
I used to take a friend to na because she could not relate to aa. I thought of it as preventive medicine for me.
I've asked new people why they didn't go to na. Iv'e been told because they might run into their dealer. Or because there is no dobriety in na. I think these excuses are denial. I've met many in na with quality sobriety.
"Submitted by Anonymous on Fri, 2012-04-13 14:01.
Is alcohol an addictive drug? Yes it is. End of story"
Please explain why ninety percent of those who drink never become addicted to alcohol.
A fruit is a fruit. Tomatoes and apples are both fruit, similar in shape and color, but never mixed in a pie. Care to explain that one?
As was posted by someone else earlier, a truck is a truck, but a dairy truck is of no use in putting out a fire. Why not?
I now there are a lot of great books out there. I have read several of them. In the book “Alcoholics Anonymous”, William James’ book, "Varieties of Religious Experiences” is referenced a couple of times, so early on in my sobriety I purchased it and read it. It was great, that’s where Bill got the idea of admitting complete defeat, or if you prefer hitting bottom.
I should mention that this was after it was pointed out to me in a big book study the list of conference approved literature in the first pages of the BB. I bought them all and read them from cover to cover. At the time I had no idea what conference approved literature was. Today I know that the conference has no opinion on books, they just review a book brought to their attention and approve it or not based on if it aligns with AA principals.
After reading the conference approved material, I noticed other books mentioned in AA books and read some of them as well. Sometimes it may have just been the mention of an author or psychiatrist like Dr. Carl Jung or Emmit Fox, so I would go out and read their material. All that reading has helped me grow in many ways.
I sobered up in North Dakota. It is customary in my location that most groups read only conference approved literature or grapevine material during meetings. That is not to say you can’t talk about any book you like during a meeting. You can talk about whatever you want, just don’t try to read out loud from a non AA book during a meeting. As a Group we felt that reading non AA material during an AA meeting assumes affiliation with a publisher or author if read during a meeting. Also if the content doesn’t align with AA principals a newcomer may be misinformed about AA.
Today, I believe we have a wealth of actual AA reading material, the number one in my opinion is the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous. I am confused as to why an AA group would read other material during an AA meeting. During my travels over the years I have come across a meeting here and there that reads a particular book or two as a regular part of their format. I know live in a town where 11 out of 12 scheduled AA meeting read from other material as part of the meeting format. I should also mention that 10 of the 12 meetings in town are Open Meetings.
Please keep in mind that I am not telling anyone what to read on their own time, I actually encourage you to read anything that you choose. I am just saying that in a meeting of Alcoholics Anonymous I feel it is not just good, but the best to read only AA material.
Thanks for listening.
Bill W wrote that sometimes the good can be the
enemy of the best. He also wrote that sometimes the
seeming temporary good can be the deadly enemy of the
permanent best. When it comes to A.A. only the very best
Bring your message to those groups and see what
happens. "kill the messenger" comes to mind. Start
at the group conscience. If there is no such thing
as a group conscience meeting, call one. If no one
is interested in that, just start voicing your
concerns when you share. No, it will not be easy.
I have always thought, let someone else do it.
Today, I am that "someone else". ANONYMOUS
"Crosstalk" is when sharing is not directed to the chairperson, right? When I share I am supposed to direct my sharing not at the newcomer but at the chairperson???? The newcomer is vulnerable and sensitive, and may not come back if he/she feels singled out????